Life is very tough more tough when you are a piece of mistake & confused about what to do further.
You try to be smart or try to show society that how much smart you are but deep-down you know that you are very depressed and confused personality.
Sometimes I feel so depressed that I just wanna leave this shit-hole called earth.
Whenever I try to make any decision those 2 alter-ego of me are battling inside my head.
You get so frustrated sometimes by the choices I made that I hate myself.
Sometimes I feel like their is nothing in my hand I'm losing it all.
I stopped analyzing my mistakes long time ago & now I feel like what if where I'm now I was never supposed to be here.
I don't know is that my mind so soft to handle the situation or is society or people around me are so tough on me.
I don't say I don't want tough situation in my life but when you feel like a psycho and you can't think like normal person that hurts most.
You can't behave like normal because it feels like anyone is having control of your decision making power.
You also start feeling like you are living your life on the conditions or suggestions that other people give to you.
You don't feel like you have life, you think about your future and just think that what kind of shit I'm.
You didn't wanted become who you are right now, you start blaming your family or your current situation for that but actually it's you, who is responsible for whatever is happening with you right now and might happen further!!
---My Weird Brain
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You try to be smart or try to show society that how much smart you are but deep-down you know that you are very depressed and confused personality.
Sometimes I feel so depressed that I just wanna leave this shit-hole called earth.
Whenever I try to make any decision those 2 alter-ego of me are battling inside my head.
You get so frustrated sometimes by the choices I made that I hate myself.
Sometimes I feel like their is nothing in my hand I'm losing it all.
I stopped analyzing my mistakes long time ago & now I feel like what if where I'm now I was never supposed to be here.
I don't know is that my mind so soft to handle the situation or is society or people around me are so tough on me.
I don't say I don't want tough situation in my life but when you feel like a psycho and you can't think like normal person that hurts most.
You can't behave like normal because it feels like anyone is having control of your decision making power.
You also start feeling like you are living your life on the conditions or suggestions that other people give to you.
You don't feel like you have life, you think about your future and just think that what kind of shit I'm.
You didn't wanted become who you are right now, you start blaming your family or your current situation for that but actually it's you, who is responsible for whatever is happening with you right now and might happen further!!
---My Weird Brain
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